january 29 2024

there is something inside of me that needs to die
i can feel it, clinging to my side like a parasite
and i’m the one holding on, making myself sick

i want so much, i could just start screaming and never stop. but i refuse to fear the future. i refuse to be beholden to anything outside of myself and these two good hands, these two strong feet, my two sharp eyes, my beating fucking heart bitch!!!

i have excellent aim